Struggle, struggle
I asked: Is it over? Is it better now?
I asked: Can I have better?

Some people want the best
I never got that
Just wanted better

Have I got it all messed up?
or, did someone want to mess me up?
I don't see it all messed up -not right now- though
there's still hope

But, her
what to do?

Any common desire
dead
Any ordinary thought
destroyed

How to live that way
I didn't know

But, for her
I will try

I will embrace a new way of life
even more quiet
more giving

sorry world
less struggle
it is over
only better

for them
for me

So lucky to have several great students this year.
So happy for the hope that good people bring.

I wanted everything to be easier,
buy every step is necessary.

I still want things to be easier,
but realize I'm not to choose.

I want God to guide me, and many times
I'm not sure which way to go.

I wish an angel would tell me what it is I'm to do
when I'm not sure. Though even when I think I'm sure -I go wrong...

Meanwhile, I just try my best.
I keep fighting for what I believe in.

So lucky there's good people out there.
So lucky it's Saturday.