Struggle, struggle
I asked: Is it over? Is it better now?
I asked: Can I have better?

Some people want the best
I never got that
Just wanted better

Have I got it all messed up?
or, did someone want to mess me up?
I don't see it all messed up -not right now- though
there's still hope

But, her
what to do?

Any common desire
dead
Any ordinary thought
destroyed

How to live that way
I didn't know

But, for her
I will try

I will embrace a new way of life
even more quiet
more giving

sorry world
less struggle
it is over
only better

for them
for me